tell me more lies

2008-01-12T22:12:00.000+08:00

i'm moving to lj.
relink please.
http://judythejukebox.livejournal.com

2008-01-12T15:05:00.000+08:00

so my new class was not as bad as i thought.
and the teachers are way better than the onces i had last year.
too bad it only last till PAE is over.
ah wells.
the past few days before cca i've been playing bball with several odaciansa dn other retainees and newbies.
MY LOVE FOR BBALL IS GROWING<3
on a lighter note, wednesday night was damn fun cause the odac ppl stayed back and we were all practising yoga and stuff.
speaking of which,i've got the fattest bruise on my right arm from repeatedly slamming into the wall.
P A I N.

i'm seeing him tmr.
i hope he likes the present:/

2008-01-05T13:28:00.000+08:00

and so a new school year has started.
we got our yearbooks yesterday

AND SO CLASS OF 4S3'06
LET ME PRESENT TO YOU YOUR CHAIRMAN AND VICE CHAIRMAN:))

cues laughter*
sorry ashikin and sitt
as much as you threaten me i can't not put this ridiculously hilarious but cute picture up.
haha.
and this ladies and gentlemen,is why pioneer's drama society is such a success.

other than that, school has been relatively okay,with cca and new gossips and everything.
i've hardly anytime left
plus RICE is coming up.
and lessons.
and dragonboating
and kayaking
and project agape.
and tutorials(same old ones again)
and tests
and chinese new year.
and someone's birthday.

ROAR.
I CAN'T BREATHE JUST LOOKING AT THE THINGS I'VE GOT TO DO.

2007-12-29T21:51:00.000+08:00

went cycling with the folks and brenda's family today.
cycled about 12 km plus plus.

MY ASS IS FREAKING PAIN!!!!

I'm a stranger now,aren't i?

2007-12-25T23:15:00.001+08:00

when to cityhall to meet sp and suhong and atikah finally after so long

pictures

yeah.

went to newyork newyork to eat

yummy mushroom soup:)

then chat and walked down esplanade and listen to live band.

man but i hate to grow up

i feel detached

2007-12-20T21:28:00.000+08:00

i got my new phone
and its bee-yoo-ti-ful :)
lovelove.

its not one of my better weeks
mummy wants me to quit working by the end of this month.
i know i should stop being a mummy's girl by now.
but i can't help it.
and i know i've been neglecting bei recently.
i'll make it up to you soon.
heh.
christmas is coming.
i want my atm card.

anyway
went out with family and brenda's family minus my sis.
when to safra to bowl.
the same safra resort in which i fell in to the pond about 12 years ago.
no change at all.
haha.
nostalgia.

its unsettling

2007-12-10T21:17:00.000+08:00

i'm back from taiwan yo.
wasn't that fantastic a trip though.
the food consists mainly of PORK.whoch is, if you know me well,one of my most hated food.
what with the pig intestine and liver and ears and trotters.
and i spend 7 days in the same country as xiaozhu and i dont even see him once!!!
ROAR.
whats the point please?
the closest i got t0 him was probably eating at the stall where he learn to cook the oyster omelette ba.
haha
which is one of the nicest food in taiwan.

it hurts:)

2007-12-01T11:05:00.000+08:00

so its xiaozhu's concert today.
8pm at the SIS.
and i can't watch
but surprise surprise.
i'm not affected by it at all.
HAHA.
i wonder why.

i'm happy

i'm flying off to taiwan tmr.
lovelove.
bei,wait for me.

2007-11-21T22:30:00.000+08:00

I'mma cashier yo:))
the 3 day course is quite fun.
with the exception of the two hongkong women who keeps asking me for help.
bless their fairprice customers who shop at their branch.
but overall it was ok.
besides, _____ is cute:))
HAHA.

2007-11-14T23:56:00.000+08:00

I WANT TO ENROLL INTO THE FULL TIME VOCAL COURSE IN LEE WEI SONG SCHOOL OF MUSIC!!!
i badly want to.
really really want to.
but i know i can't.
i doubt i can even take up the part-time courses
unless i wait until after my 'A's

heck.
after 'A's i'll save up and work to take the part time course.

one step at a time

2007-11-13T18:10:00.000+08:00

ok
so i'm like studying for the whole holiday
GREAT.
and i'm having a bit of withdrawal symptons from not watching 100% ent.
doing redox rxns now.
and cell structure
i'm back to square one:/

NOTE: I'M RANTING.IF YOU DON'T WANNA HEAR,PRESS THE RED BUTTON AT THE TOP RIGHT HAND CORNER.THANKYOU.

2007-11-09T23:18:00.000+08:00

so i got back the result slips
and i retained.
BIG surprise.NOT.
and the folks weren't exactly screaming for joy.
so my mood was ruined for the day
and i changed my mind about going to bugis to see xiaozhu
which i regret totally now
seeing as i am having withdrawal symptons and an immerse disgust
of missing the opportunity to see him up close.
furthermore i've never seen him "live" before.
so i may as well think that the taiwan people made him up or something.
its really ironic
seeing as how i really love him but can never see him
and aunt jean just so happens to be a bugis today and saw him
SO SURREAL

anyway, back to the real topic which is about my foggy future
i honestly honestly am sick of studying.
and i never wanted to be a doctor actually
i chose it at first cause i could work with babies.
but the job is so so so BORING.
my first and most important ambition is to be a singer of course.
but seeing as those around me think my voice suck, i sound like a crow, i can never make it in the industry etc etc...
mind you the list of people included 'loved ones' (take note the inverted commas)
so i shall temporary banish this hope.
i will try to curb my desires of watching 100% entertainment so i'll study

so yeah.
i'll become a remote-controlled feelingless zombie.
to please everyone but myself
because this is not what i want to do in life at all.
HELL NO.
i got other stuff to do then end up with the routine family career normal Singapore lifestyle thing.
but seeing as i can't oppose the so-called authorities =parents,social norms, govt etc
i'll listen.i'll study.but too bad. i'll lose the character.
i won't be so cheerful. i won't be so polite.INDIFFERENCE is the word
because i'm extremely tired about life.

LIFE SUCKS.TAKE DRUGS.

2007-11-08T22:22:00.001+08:00

less than 12 hours before my impending doom
i won't lie.
i'm really afraid.
please please please god
please let me be promoted.
PLEASE.
i'll mug real hard for my J2
amen.

i hope its not too late

2007-10-31T16:01:00.000+08:00

xiao zhu coming to s'pore on 9th nov at 730 at bugis!!!
I"M SO GOING!!!
anyonw want to pei me mah????
jolin?!
jean?!
suhong?!

2007-10-30T22:41:00.000+08:00

xiao zhu's new album out soon!!!!
i'm pretty much not caring about anything except getting piano and PW exams over with.
and 9th november yes.
the day i get the death sentence:/

wonder for who's sake i'm living for.
because i dont feel like i'm living for myself.

2007-10-23T20:44:00.000+08:00

BECAUSE MY PROMO RESULTS CAME BACK
AND BECAUSE THEY WERE A BLAST
A BLAST FROM A TERRORIST ATTACK MOST PROBABLY
HENCE MY LIFE IS INEVITABLY SCREWED UPSIDE DOWN
AND I PROBABLY AM GOING TO BE GROUNDED UNTIL I MENOPAUSE.
OR SOMEWHERE ALONG THAT LINE.
SO BYE PEOPLE
BUY CHRYSANTHEMUMS FOR ME K

hell is a place on earth

2007-10-22T19:58:00.000+08:00

because we were bored:)

2007-10-19T21:13:00.000+08:00

i need to rant.
firstly,i hate PW.
secondly,i am very very happy that a large percentage of my group members do not see my blog.
because i am going to slap them at any moment now.
on 2nd thought,maybe after the entire OP is over then i'll bitch about them in excruciating detail.

anyway, i had the most interesting experience this week on my way to school.

1st judy was walking towards the mrt when she saw mdm yap and adon.
*runs and hide because she does not want to talk to them*
wanited until they went uo the platform then judy appears again.saw elizabeth tang
*runs and hide because she does not want to talk to her either*
judy appears after she went up the platform.she taps her ezlink card and enters.suddenly,this man who was wearing a pilot trainee uniform approaches her.

man:hey,are you still working in Starbucks?
judy:??? i'm sorry i think you got the wrong person.
man:oh sorry i must have mistaken you for a friend.
judy:haha(dry laughter)
man:by the way,i'm steven
judy: er,hi
man:whats your name?
judy:judy
man:hi judy,want to make friends?
judy:er no sorry.

after i entered the mrt then i realised, he did not mistaken me for a friend lor.
that was a bloody lousy pick-up line!!!!
ewwwwww.
oh wells.

we ran 10 rounds for ODAC today.
my love handles are appearing again.
my parents called it ballroom by the way.
great help for my self-esteem yeah.

bye bitches.

2007-10-14T17:23:00.000+08:00

i had a etiquette class taught by a HOT manhunt winner last week.
(this post is so overdue i know)
but he is really so gentlemenly.
especially the way he walks:)
drools*
i'm craving for a kitkat ice cream
the weather is so effing hot today.

2007-10-11T19:16:00.000+08:00

so i met up with kwansp at queensway just now:)

and i missed her so much!!

its a long time since we had our catch-up talks yeah.

and her her is electric-blue!!don't change too much k.

i miss her like hell.
ps.i'm craving for mcwings:)

the gathering of the best people in my life:)

2007-10-09T20:18:00.000+08:00

Back when I was a child, before life removed all the innocence
My father would lift me high and dance with my mother and me and then
Spin me around 'til I fell asleep
Then up the stairs he would carry me
And I knew for sure I was loved

If I could get another chance, another walk, another dance with him
I'd play a song that would never, ever end
How I'd love, love, love
To dance with my father again

When I and my mother would disagree
To get my way, I would run from her to him
He'd make me laugh just to comfort me
Then finally make me do just what my mama said
Later that night when I was asleep
He left a dollar under my sheet
Never dreamed that he would be gone from me

If I could steal one final glance, one final step, one final dance with him
I'd play a song that would never, ever end
'Cause I'd love, love, love
To dance with my father again

Sometimes I'd listen outside her door
And I'd hear how my mother cried for him
I pray for her even more than me
I pray for her even more than me

I know I'm praying for much too much
But could you send back the only man she loved
I know you don't do it usually
But dear Lord she's dying
To dance with my father again
Every night I fall asleep and this is all I ever dream

beacuse this is THE song to make me weep<3

2007-10-08T15:13:00.000+08:00

OP is due next week.
roar.
i hate project work.
judy lim is a bloody hypocrite.
why can't i stand up to them??

2007-10-06T23:44:00.000+08:00

here are some pics i found of 4S3 in my com:)

2007-10-06T23:27:00.000+08:00

hey baybeh!!
i went shopping with my family yeah.
i've got my new glasses,contacts,sunnies and and and......
SKINNY JEANS!!!
i'm so high yeah:)
cause i've wanted skinnies for a long long time.
too bad i couldn't buy the gray jeans.
hah.
life's good.
for the moment at least:)

2007-10-06T12:25:00.000+08:00

eh.
i'm pissed.
cause sean didn't not msg me back about what time they are meeting.

so anyway,
yesterday's interhouse games was a FIASCO.
we lost like shit.
and i will not elaborate.
anyway,i finally finally went back to crescent and met suhong grace jean sam and aisyah.
and we chatted and played in school and then we met up with the rest.
and i ate subway for the first time.
huge overload on carbs i tell you.
but anyway,i feel in the love with the food.and the choco chip:)
yep.met up with half the class and we sent at the outdoor macs and chatted.around 13 ppl laughing madly.
HAH.and jean complimented me for the 1st time!!!

oh wells.this outing made me realised how much i missed being in a girl school.
and the girls are much nicer as less bitcher than those in pioneer.
and you know what i mean ppl.
I HATE JC LIFE BIG TIME!!!

ps: i wanna work.

2007-09-29T11:41:00.000+08:00

AHH!!!!

2007-09-28T10:02:00.000+08:00

PROMOS OVER!!!
and guess what.
there's no sense of jubilation.
goshh.i wonder why.

this word trust is a one-way lie.
i know this was bound to happen after the day i was absent.
i could see it coming.
and strangely,as much as i felt hurt about it,there's this sense of rightfulness.

the last time i cried was in june.
i want to cry again.
because it feels like i'm holding up a dam.

2007-09-25T18:29:00.000+08:00

You're a falling star,
you're the get away car.
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And you're the perfect thing to say.

And you play it coy, but it's kinda cute.
Ah, when you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true.
Cause you can see it when I look at you.

And in this crazy life,
and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

You're a carousel,
you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.

And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do

And in this crazy life,
and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

my new love:))
too bad i cant make it my blog song cause aisyah j is using it.
2 more papers left.

2007-09-23T19:21:00.000+08:00

HAH.
i knew it.
[two from each race]
but its ok.
its fine by me.
because i'd rather be a loner than change myself to please them.
see sp atikah suhong and bizhi.
you taught me well.
i'm not gonna be the same person that gets pushed around anymore.

i'm not gonna stick around and look like a parasite.
i'm not gonna make them or myself uncomfortable.
as lee says "its fine to be a loner judy"

so thats it.
5 more papers to go:)
i can do it.
with or without you guys.

2007-09-08T18:57:00.000+08:00

he's probably in the plane now:/
the two days that he was in singapore,
i have this 'so near yet so far' feeling.
oh wells.

my cough's getting worse.
i sound like a bullfrog.
:/

2007-08-29T20:44:00.000+08:00

we had learning journey today and my class went to pulau tekong to see how NS life is like and the trainging and everything.so whoops i was happy cause i could see fit and handsome guys.
and then.there was not a handsome guy in sight.
NS men are d-e-p-r-i-v-e-d .
while we were walking,everyone dormitory window had at least 3 men poking there heads out of the window.
and three quarters of the emn were FAT.
no correction.they were OBESE.
we weren't the only school there,schools like acjc and tjc were there.
BUT,sadly no goodlooking guys or girls there.
there's this girl that reminds me of the monster in the labyrinth if you read greek myths.
the resemblence is uncanny.
so too bad.
no one can take the place of xiaozhu.
toodles.

i've got shitload of work to do.

2007-08-25T12:43:00.000+08:00

TIME!!!!
I NEED TIME.

DID I TELL YOU GUYS THAT I'M GOING TAIWAN??
CAUSE I TOTALLY AM.
HAHAS:)

TO THOSE WHO THINK I CAN NEVER MEET XIAOZHU,
IN YOUR FACES SUCKERS!!!

he's coming on the 7th and 8th of september.
i'm so going to see him.
love.

2007-08-17T23:15:00.000+08:00

its finally the weekend.
i've been studying with andrea night study for the past few nights in school.
DEAD TIRED.
i wanna sleep.

lotsa tests next week.
and i have homework to do.
piss off everyone.
i'm pms-ing.

2007-08-09T09:25:00.000+08:00

went shopping with andrea and maureen yesterday at jp
ate kfc.i'm gonna gain back weight again.
when to andrea's hse after that and played with amber.
love her bedroom:)
its prettyy.

2007-08-07T21:35:00.000+08:00

i don't get why i ahve such a rotten life.i have a family that always fights.a sister who cannot just spend some time with the family.a mother who thinks i'm lazy and not doing my homework.
i've got people who think i'm happy all the time.who thinks they can just go to me to feel better while in actual fact i'm the one that needs comforting.
I NEED LOVE.sometimes i wish i have someone who's shoulder i can cry on.
wtf.
i'm dreaming something that can never come through.
the old days are back to haunt me.

2007-08-05T21:53:00.000+08:00

I NEED TIME.

let's make a list of the things i need to do.
1. finish all my tutorials.
2. get ready econs file(which means finish 6 news articles)
3. finish notes for bio and chem(starting from chapter one)
4. written reports and oral presentation for pw(KNN)
5. study for chem test.
6. finish lao pehpeh's work.

let's make a list of the things i want to do.
1. go on shopping spree
2. spend one day tanning and then exfoliating myself
3. clean my wardrobe.
4. go out with ppl that includes:
-celine and gang
-sp and gang with aisyah and sam
-maureen and andrea
-odacians
5. make jewellery

ROAR.
why did i land myself in this state??
bloody f***

anyway, went to my cousin's house to see my new-born niece.
she's gorgeous.
and april jie jie gave me many things:))
thanks ah ling jie jie:)

i intend to lose more weight:/

2007-08-01T21:27:00.000+08:00

have econs test tmr.
i have not studied.
i'm studying noww.
anyway,grandma's b'day this friday.
im rushing off to the restaurant after odac.
seeing as i am too busy to go home and change after school.
andd....
next wednesday, odac going for outing at east coast!!!!!
YAY!!!!

lovelove.
to you all.
and especially for xiaozhu:))
night.

2007-07-30T21:18:00.000+08:00

happy birthday!!!!!!!

xiao zhu/show luo zhi xiang i love you to bits and pieces.

please wait for me:)

i'll fly to taiwan as soon as i get the money:)

(my ass)

ok fine.

even if you do marry someone else,let the soneone please be jolin or someone as good as her.

not like your 2 previous gf yeah?

makiyo and yuki are so not your type:/

anyway,i decided to delete the earlier post cause one of the teachers might see it.besides, the meeting wasn't that bad.

so yeah.

thanks mr lee.

judy wants to study hard so she can marry xiao zhu when she grows up:))

2007-07-26T21:20:00.000+08:00

bio test just ended.i have a feeling i'm gonna flunk it.oh wells.anyway, i'm down with the flu and cough.everyone is getting sick.i just realised how pathetic my life is.how monotonous jc life is.how miserable i am these pass few days.but then if not for maureen and andrea i'll be feeling suicidal.HAHA.so i guess i'm safe.
anyway,
ODAC has cip this saturdayy.we're teaching little kids how to rock climb.those who know me knowsmthat i absolutely LOVE children.but these are gonna be primary 5 or 6 kid.little devils!!!!!!i am so gonna slap them if they dare talk back to me.ah wells.
gotta go so econs essay soon!!!due tmr!!!

did i mention then my darling niece is born????? :)

kwan sp if you do read this,i miss you like hell.no matter how many close friends i make in jc, you are still my number 1 bestie<3love>

2007-07-21T14:48:00.000+08:00

JOLIN
I"M REALLY SORRY!!!
HOPE YOU GET WELL SOON!!!!

i need to do a little explaining.yesterday befroe odac started i was playing with ching and jolin.jolin and i was grabbing for the ball and then she grabbed me to stop me from running and i ran ahd then she feel with her feet in a funny angle and slide and now she sprained her ankle(maybe broke something too!)SORRY JOLIN!!
hope you get well soon yea??
seeing your mum and dad so worried for their precious daughter makes me feel so guilty.
I'm sorry you missed the play:/
get better soon.
i'll be your transport k.
i'll carry you on my back to roam the world:)

2007-07-20T21:52:00.000+08:00

had rock-climbing theory in school until latelatelate.
spend the before odac hours with andrea and maureen:)
thank you too the both of you<3love.
learnt lotsa things.but i don't think it will happen to me:/
soooo....
on the way back home, i met izz!!!!!
caught up with her and we started discussing about the harry potter book .
ah wells.the ending is a little unexpected but the plot was great.
everyone should read it!!!
maybe i'll beg my mum to buy:)

love all of you regardless of what you do

dearly missedby me

2007-07-17T19:03:00.000+08:00

wtf.
i'm stuck at home doing pw while sp and the rest are at atikahh's bbq.
**%##$%
i hate my life.

2007-07-14T18:50:00.000+08:00

RANTS

ok.lets get this straight.
if you dont want me around you guys.
just tell me ok?
stop leading me round the bush.
fucking pissed

2007-07-11T22:10:00.000+08:00

okays,i've got all my results back.
3 failures.
chem,bio and econs.
I PASSED MY MATHS!!!!!
MRS TAN DIDJA HEAR THAT???
I PASSED MY MATHSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you must be so proud to produce such an outstanding student like me:))
haha.
ran 10 rounds for odac today.
i'm fast approaching my goal for 50 kg:))

anyway.
if you wanna see show luo zhi xiang xiao zhu's blog,
click http://www.ilovesuper.com/stars2/blog/show/

2007-07-07T14:56:00.000+08:00

i just came back from ODAC:))
we went dragonboating at kallang.
my biceps are ultra strong.
woohoo.
and we were playing cards in the bus.
friggin cold at the place,the rain was so big.
but we still managed to go dragonboating.
trainers are so chio.
anyway,
after that we had to bathe.
and...i think i can faint.
cause topless guys are everywhere.
saw kenneth and wyner topless.
*blushes*
we went town after that.to eat.
the rest are watching transformers while i have to go for piano.
ROAR.

i hate _________
get him out of odac.
he is friggin irritating.
and ugly at that.

2007-07-05T18:02:00.000+08:00

i stayed up until 2 am just to watch the show
AND TO MAKE SURE that xiao zhu and jolin were not hanky-pankying.
and he provided a perfect explanation.
so i'm happy.
not that i'll really mind if they were tgt
cause they are quite compatible.

anyway
all my eyecandies are all slowly getting attached.
i really have NO LIFE.

did i mention that i can predict stuff???
reaally accurate somemore.
just ask rathi.
HAHA.
lovelove.

i passed my maths.
oh gods be praised.
there really are miracles in the world:)))

2007-07-02T18:52:00.000+08:00

I CAN CRY!!!!!!!

2007-07-01T11:04:00.000+08:00

i'm gonna cut hair now.
and then later i'm gonna swim.
oh wells.
i'm supposed to go jogging but then...
i'm just too lazy.
at this rate i cannot reach my target of 50 kg.
ROAR.

judy loves lazing around<3

2007-06-27T20:01:00.000+08:00

exams are over!!!!
gao su wo OVER zhe me pin??
O-V-E-R
over!!
o-over!!
hahaha.
too much influence from xiao zhu!!!
but can't rejoice too soon
chinese 'A' level orals in a few days time.
now i'm just spending my time watching youtube:)
lovelove.
judy's free again

2007-06-25T13:58:00.000+08:00

ok.
so something happened on the way back from school.
i made me feel all warm and fuzzy inside.
dunno whether it will last though.
oh wells.
last paper on wednesday.
BIO.
mitosis and meiosis.fu*k
did i mention how much i hate scientists??
2 more days to freedom.
and the start of my diet.
i need to lose at least 4 kg.
roar.
i'm a hippo.
not the kawaii one from Happy House
the stinky one in the zoo larh.
LOL.

2007-06-22T16:25:00.000+08:00

ok.
its friday now so i'm taking a break from mugging:)
these few days brenda and colin have been coming over to study etc cause their house is under renovation.

rawr.

brenda's getting her own room.

so anyway,picture of us during mother's day.

[my blog is looking a little dull w/o any pics]

anyway,xiao zhu's gonna have a concert in s'pore in december!!!

I AM SO GOING FOR IT!!!!

happiness:)

2007-06-21T22:10:00.000+08:00

tmr is maths!!!
DIE.

2007-06-13T19:42:00.000+08:00

its less than a week before school starts again.
this month i DID NOT go out AT ALL.
i willing effing kill myself if i flunk my midyrs considering that
i really studied.
except for the frequent watching of 100% entertainment
<3>
he cried recently at the shanghai concert.
this is the 2nd time i see him cry.
*crosses fingers and pray that he has a concert in s'pore soon!!!!!
anyway
my blog is like STAGNANT.
i dont know why i keep it.
rawr.
need to go study soon.
chem mock exams are like tmr.
damn.

2007-06-01T12:19:00.001+08:00

what kind of a shit class bbq.

2007-05-21T22:54:00.000+08:00

i'm abit depressed

cause i lost the letter that HE gave me.

the only letter he gave.
thus i treasure it a whole lot.
though there's no point keeping it.
but still.
judy's a sentimental person.
but....
i'ma loner now so there's no point.
sigh.
i'm so fucked up.

let me show you the cutest boy in the entire world.

truckloads of love to you my dear keane<3

2007-05-17T20:44:00.000+08:00

goshh.
i have got to make use of the next few weeks to study for the coming midyrs.
half a year passed so fast.
sigh.anway,i've got bigbig news.
WINNIE LAW IS GOING AWAY!!!!
wheets**
thank goodness.
now maybe my econs will improve.
deep down i know that its not me that is the cause of my failing econs.
its cause i have a GREAT REPLUSIVE yeacher that looks like a whale
and foams at the mouth whenever she talks.
so anyway
I AM STILL SO INTO XIAO ZHU!!!!!!
this new addiction of mine is taking away my $$ and my time:/
too bad though.
if i am to chase him i must juggle my time.
if jolin can do it so can i.

LOVELOVE<3

2007-05-07T21:32:00.000+08:00

ok.blogger changed alot.
anyway,i'm crazy in love with xiao zhu that i'm in danger of retaining for another year.
oh wells.
gotta study hard now cause midyrs are right after the june holidays.
so anyway,
SP IS COMING TO PIONEER THIS THURS!!!!!!
woots*
can't wait.
my blog is pretty pretty.

know what?

judy feels left on the shelf:/

2007-04-29T21:31:00.000+08:00

hey guys.
i just came back from my ODAC induction camp.
GREATGREAT FUN.

on friday right,we had a amazing race in sentosa.and it was frigging scary.esp the solo walk.ALL BY YOURSELF in the forest through this path lighted wih glowsticks.i nearly cried.then hor,that night,it rained,and we were up at this tower thingy and all the rain was blown in.the groundsheet didn't work at all.water was dripping down my neck and between my thighs and between my......you know what i mean.so anyway,after that we left for ubin and we walked a friggin long distance to the campsite.and what,our territory was taken by the SA odac ppl.assholes[i can imagine nad's face when she reads this]HAHA.so anyway,we had another long trekking aorundthe place cause of another amazing race.
THEN,at night,the FUN started.we had a big fight happening during dinner.not my group,shafina's group.this guy, j_______ was flaring up at the whole of his group.damn funny cause he was totally badmouthing himelf.
1.he wears fbts.girl's fbts.the transparent one.
2.he calls himself a sissy.
3.he is a poseur.
i'll have to explain point 3.we had this game called 'AEIOU' and you had to freeze and not move and shaf and joshus told me that he actually went into pushup position.hurhur.totally hilarious.so anyway,he was damn angry and was swinging his army knife around larh.and he cut shafina.i wanted to go up and slap him larh.
so after that,we had our campfire and our performance was totally redundant cause it lasted for like only a few minutes.then we had songs session and it was damn embarrassing.HAHAHA.cant tell you guys on blog larh.much too long.get the facts from me.

BY THE WAY,I GOT BIG ANNOUNCEMENT.
I MISS KWAN SHUPING TO BITS<3

2007-04-24T21:01:00.000+08:00

IHAVEAWHALEFORATEACHER.

2007-04-17T20:15:00.000+08:00

okok
let me tell you something
jc life is a living hell
especially with thw workload.
i feel effing stressed out larh.
until i forgot about tests.
like my recent chem lecture test.
never study until the afternoon.
guess how much i got??
1/30
yaye for me.i'm prepared to retain.
and i cannot emphasise enough how bitchy some teachers are.
esp my _____ teacher.
fucking fugly.talk then all the spit gather at the side of her mouth like foam.
looks like she got rabies de.
fuck larh.
if not for my future i regret going jc.
butbutbut...
the ppl are nice!!!!!
as in the friends larh.
oh wells.
gotta do bio pract.
i love using microscopes.
can see my dirty nails then i can clean it.
yay.
i have no life.

2007-04-14T22:30:00.000+08:00

i think i'm manic-depressive

i'm addicted to luo zhi xiang.
.......
i hate my life.
i wanna go on a shopping spree.
i wanna buy skinny jeans.
lots and lots of tops
all of luo zhi xiang's album.
lots and lots of dresses.

ahh fuck it.
jc life sucks.
i hate project work.
RAWR.

2007-04-02T21:58:00.000+08:00

GOSHHHHH**

I AM PRACTICALLY MELTING INTO A PUDDLE JUST LOOKING AT THEM<3

EYECANDIES!!!!!

2007-04-02T20:26:00.000+08:00

I'm officially an ODACIAN.
oh believe me
i would have been jumping for joy if not for the fact that
__ is__ ____ too
i dunno why but it disturbs me.
but still getting into odac is worth the big bruise of my arms
which by the way is developing muscles.
EEW.
i dont want to have BIG HIPPO ARMS.
hurhur.
bless me.
our class is having a debate tmr.
on this friggin bloody dumb question
"this house believes that marriage without children is meaningless"
who the fuck cares man.
but our class didn't do any research for the topic and our GP teacher
erm......erupted.
so anyway
i'm so fucking tired.
yawns*

2007-03-24T23:06:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAYY SUHONGG<3
went to seoul garden to celebrate suhong's birthday:)
lotsa yummy food.
andandand...
i got present from suhong and bizhi.
thanks loads.love you guys.
anyway,peach has a new sister called strawberry.
but i'm peaches godma so i love her the most:)
haha.birthday cake was really yummy.
so anyway,we met yuani.
and it was really funny cause before that,
i was sayng how great it would be to see yuani again.
and *poof*
she appeared.
she's friggin skinny though.
did i mention that suhong thought i was was anorexic??
HAH.fat hope.

2007-03-21T20:04:00.000+08:00

i lovelovelovee my new chiochio nike bag!!!
thanks loads to mummy for buying it for me!!!!!<3
ok.today,i really that my skirt is indeed friggin short.
so i'm gonna go tailor it AGAIN.
judy lim you fickle-minded a-hole

2007-03-19T19:50:00.000+08:00

okok
so its finalised.
i'm in 07S05.
feels wierd cause i really miss 07A05
but overall the ppl are nice.
went to buy uniform today at town.
sat at kfc outside and finally told elysia and the rest
about the self esteem thingy.
took a load off my back.
thanks for listening you guys<3
suddenly i realised that i was paranoid for nothing
oh wells.
shall take sia's advice.[thanks alot babe!!!!]
i love me.or at least i'm starting to.
haha.

my skirt is friggin SHORT!

2007-03-13T21:14:00.000+08:00

yesterday was like crap.
today is still like crap.
my face is singing from my facial earlier on
kwansp,lee suhong,atikahh,bizhi.
I MISS YOU GUYS LIKE MADD!!!!
the low self esteem thing is coming back.
i feel inferior again.
i miss you guys!!!!
there's no one in pj i trust enough to confide these stuff to
the ppl in pj are nice,sure,but they are merely acquaintances,
friends to hang out with,not confide in.
i miss my bestie<3

and and and....
i dont want ___ to ____ to _______
fuck

i hate my fucking screwed up life

2007-03-08T19:13:00.000+08:00

O2 is so fucking boring.
and my ogls are so fucking ugly.
and the activities are fucking copycats of O1.
i hate the second intake.
bloody hell.
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck

2007-03-02T17:59:00.001+08:00

2 more dayssss to end of PAE!!!!!!
AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!
cries

2007-02-21T22:32:00.000+08:00

I AM IN LOVEEEE WITH ZUO YIQUAN!!!! <3
NOT WU ZUN OKKKK???
I'M IN LOVEEE WITH QUAN CAUSE HE IS SO SWEEETT IN THE SHOWW
HE SAYS TO RUIXI "WO YAO ZAI NE PANG BIAN MO MO DE SHAO HU NE"
*SIGHHHHH*

2007-02-13T20:25:00.000+08:00

i went town with the ppl of 07A05 todayy.
waited with amanda for the rest,then we went to cine.wanted to watch movie de but then no nice movie so we decided to go eat!!!!!we ate at this place called chicago and the food was great.then we went to play arcade and watching wyner and teckjin dance the para para dance was freaking hilarious larh!!!too bad though there wasn't bishy bashy there or wyner and i could have a showdown.hahaha.[we will postpone our match until the next class outing k wyner]?then we went to the x-box place and we watched this BLOODY SCARY movie called pulse.so anyway,after the show every of the girls pangsehed me and left me with the guys and the guys were all playing DOTA and screaming at each other like monkeys.me being the gentle girl just sat one side and watched:)then i needed to go art friends to buy fabric paint and thus being the gentlemen(yeah right) that they were,clement and eugene offered to pei wo there.then i waited like bloody long for the effing bus to come and i had to face my parent's inky black face when i came home.

ohwells

2007-02-12T22:31:00.000+08:00

this is the bestest best class in the entire worldddd!!!!!!

07A05 lovings<3

2007-02-12T18:18:00.000+08:00

okay

so i decided to be rude and koped pictures of the bbq to show you guys the wonderful ppl in my OG:))

clockwise from me,cynric the pussy,hurwitz,cynric's gay partner,elysia the french kisser and sien the half-indian:

me,sien,elysia and eunice

og 6<3

sien,pamela & me

and finally.....TADA!!!!

kenneth and alina our ogls:))

2007-02-10T00:20:00.000+08:00

okok.i got 14 points.
and i convinced my mum to let me stay in pj!!!
woots*
so anyway
pics from couin ferris wedding...

2007-02-08T22:25:00.000+08:00

goshhh.
in less thaqn 24 hours i will be receiving my 'o' level results.
shudders*
but im look forward to see my old friends again.
and tell the all the new jokes i heard from the sicko boys in my school
anyway,today manymany ppl ponned lessons
but it wasn't bad overall
bio teacher let us off 30 min early and PE we played touchrugby
plus he finally ask me out on V. day
waited so long kays.hahahaha
so anyway
i just received an awfully sweet msg from john.
im missing pj already.
goshhh.i must take pics to show you guys how awesome they are.
anyway
im glad im celebrating v day with my pjc friends
it will be the 1st time i celebrate with guys you know???
hahaha
special moment:)

someone convince my mum to let me stay in pj!!!
actually no point
cause i can never get back the special awesome fantastic sicko class of 07A05 ever!!!

2007-02-05T18:28:00.000+08:00

im rushing off for cousin ferris wedding in about 5 mins.
anyway,today was basically uneventful
stayed back in school after awhile and slacked
nad and siew crashed at pj today
sam and aisyah!!!!!!where are you?
PAE gonna be over soonnnn!!!
when are you gonna crash??
so anyway
sean has really wacky friends
they were doing magic show and then i started telling all my collection of jokes to then
hehehehe.
i think everyone is wondering how i can remember so many
not telling youuu.....
hah.

2007-02-04T14:22:00.000+08:00

When the visions around you
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you,Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength,I'll give you hope,
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call,
Was standing here all along..

And I will take
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

I've loved you forever,
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never...
Will you hurt anymore
I give you my word
I give you my heart (give you my heart)
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow,
Forever has now begun...

Just close your eyes (close your eyes
)Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you..
This I promise you..

Over and over I fall (over and over I fall)
When I hear you call
Without you in my life baby
I just wouldn't be living at all...

And I will take (I will take you in my arms)
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong (right where you belong)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you baby

Just close your eyes
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Every word I say is true
This I promise you

Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Ooh, I promise you...

2007-02-02T22:52:00.000+08:00

bbq was great!!!!!
we danced the fun dance and mass dance like manymany times.
ohhhhh
i miss my class ppl and OG ppl liaos.
only 1 week left before i have to say byeeee to all these wonderful ppl.
cries
todays bbq was really touching.
everyone was taking pictures.
cries.i forgot to bring camera
so anyway
the bunch of OG 6 girls were jumping everywhere
and basically taking random pics
esp of the 2 gays cynric and hurwitz
whose name are of french and german origin
so anyway
the video was great,the gay dance was great
and *big smile* was great.
i wanna stay in pjc
reallyreally want to sray
but my mum says NOOOOOOOOO
KNN.
i feel like crying at the thought of leaving these wonderful ppl behind.

2007-01-30T19:40:00.000+08:00

judy lim you were never so daring before

2007-01-28T21:45:00.000+08:00

next time
if you wanna bring me to a secluded corner
just do it
dont ask me

2007-01-27T13:00:00.000+08:00

i didn't know that i was so good at flirting.
hahahaha.
anyway,
[[_J_]]u"-D-.{[=-y-=]}
is abit thhe obvious only what.
haha.
i honestly just realised that we were flirting with each other.
the kind of thighs touching,lean against you when i laugh type of thing.
seriously.
i think i like him
_______is so 5 mins ago now.
oh wells.
we'll see how it turns out.

2007-01-26T20:16:00.000+08:00

the past few days have been really fun.
especially yesterday.
but too bad i can't write about it or i may get in trouble.

so anywway,today was tun jiang's bday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU CHEEKOPEK!!!!
i wanna to go for the surprise party but too bad it was at 7
so shuhui and i meet him at lot 1 and we basically just walked around
he was really horny.kept making lewd faces at a little girl at macs.
kept making me laugh.
oh wells.
he is quite fit though.
got the beginnings of abs.
same fitness level as clement.
both are wayyy behind wyner though.
thats what sean claims anyway
hurrhur

2007-01-23T20:19:00.000+08:00

ahhh!!!!
lotsa homework today.
maths binomial and gp project on 'uniquely singapore'
somemore tmr got partial frac test.
but i love being busy now.
i love 07A05
i don't wanna change class!!!

2007-01-22T19:01:00.000+08:00

i got into odac!!!
woohooo!!!
but why do i still feel like crying?

2007-01-20T20:37:00.001+08:00

i found a new song to make me cry.

2007-01-19T22:17:00.000+08:00

all i want to say is,if you want to find good torturers or if you want to experience something much more painful than the scenes in saw 3,go find pjc odac seniors.
they give hell of a workout.this really makes me appreciate sir more.
so anyway,i dunno why,im depressed.

everytime i see you,it really hurts.
avoiding you is the best i can do to erase you from my mind.
like it helps.cries

2007-01-17T20:43:00.000+08:00

my calfs and thighs are hurting like hell larh.
ODAC is much more tougher than track.
sir!!!i miss you!!!
oh maybe it seemed tougher cause i always pon track.
hah.guilty.
so anyway,2nd tryouts are on fri.
get ready to be tortured man!!!
got some crap gp hw today.
suppose to do a 1 min speech on current affairs.
im in deep shit.
tmr lessons end at 6 plus i think
last period is PE.
then fri still got odac trials.
i can go jump off the mrt liao.
oh wells.
im going to put counterpain on my legs.
see ya!!

2007-01-16T20:23:00.000+08:00

went town with my og ppl today
not as fun as yesterday though.

cause got ppl pangseh us.

hmph.

i saw lotsa things i want to buy.

including my skinny jeans!!!!

but i feel so sian.

of shopping

oh wells.

im uploading pics.

come seesee=)

im too lazy to put up the rest.hah.

2007-01-15T20:58:00.000+08:00

after school i went lot 1 with sien eunice elycia(?!) janice and hurwitz.
we were fooling around so much
too so many pictures in numerous shops
the shopkeepers were staring larh.
totally redundant.
but anyway,it was damn hilarious
cause sien was damn happy that she finally had bluetooth on her new phone.
so every picture that we take,we would gather around and send it to everyone.
hurhur.

oh wells.
PE tmr.
running 3 km.
scared!!

2007-01-12T21:12:00.000+08:00

didn't get into badminton today.
when home on the way in the mrt,got this 2 lesbos exchanging saliva.
completely grossed out.
somemore the bung damn ugly.
so anyway
i dunno.
to stay in pjc or not?
sigh

2007-01-11T16:19:00.000+08:00

quit playing games with my heart
my heart
impossible as it may seem
but i wish i could...
so bad..
baby...
quit playing games with my heart

this song is so suited for me now.
ironic.

2007-01-10T20:17:00.000+08:00

lessons today.
most of the ppl in my class were boys.
i didn't know anyone.
so i floated around the school like a lost ghost.
anyway....

i decided to just let him go.
forget him.
cause there's no point clinging on to a lost hope.
as if he would ever like me
sigh
give it up judyy

2007-01-09T22:48:00.000+08:00

finale today.
was feeling totally horrible.
had diarrhoea at 430 am last night.
was feeling nauseous at school.
i was so weak i could barely stand.
saw him and when even weaker.
ha.gosh.
we had station games today
i was freaking wet.
that 1*beept*2 kenneth spray me with the hose so much.
i was so cold and shivering so much that my ____ were standing.hah.
so anyway,later we had squad time and i totally messed up cause we were supposed to do forfeit and i had to act as a beng and i laugh so hard that i vomited air out again.
so malu i tell you.
hehe.
something else happened.
nothing big.but somehow thinking about it makes me smile.
so anyway,mood dampened by bad and continuous hurling
finale i wasn't really enthu.
ubtil the dancing came along.
then finale ended.hugged yixin,really wanted to cry
after that,was suppose to take pics with the others.
but then HE called and we were argueing on the phone.
didn't take pics in the end.
run to the toilet,cried,fixed myself up and then walked out with my mouth like a negetive quadratic graph.
lee was really funny
wanted to stall for time.
she say that she sprain her leg then i vomit and our knights in shining armour would come rescue us.
haha.

JUDY WANTS TO STAY IN PJ!!!!
JUDY MISSES MASS DANCE AND FUN DANCE!!!
JUDY LOVES PIONEER CHEERS
CRIES.

i miss squad 6 and burgess already<3

2007-01-08T21:33:00.000+08:00

had og dinner at pizza hut today.my vomiting thingy keeps acting up.looks as if i am preggers.
haha.
so anyway,i don't want to change to mt class on wed.
i love my OG<3 i don't wanna meet new friends. i like my friends in og 6. how?how? i ask you how? tmr is final day of orientation cries. i can't bear to think about it.

2007-01-05T20:46:00.000+08:00

im happy.
but i can't say why.
but im happy.
HAPPY!!!!!
there's only one thing that will make me happier.
and i still can't say why.

god knows why i feel this way but i do

2007-01-04T20:42:00.000+08:00

im scared.
im scared i'll start liking pj and refuse to go acjc when the time comes.
_______ is freaking cute.
goshh.im really scared.
help me!!

2007-01-03T17:39:00.000+08:00

pjc was actually kinda ok.not as bad as i expected.but i can't change to science.they say i might as well stick to art as its only for the next 2 to 3 mths.but anyway,we had manymany long lectures about the diff subjects and im considering to take econs though it looks freaking difficult.there are very little handsome boys,only two.but not so bad larh.its very wierd though.people start going up to you and say''hi i am....you are?''it was so awkward.met dear celine there though.was very surprised.
ahhh.finally tmr got some sports or some kind of dance thingy.yay!i miss netball like mad.maybe i'll join that as a cca.hurhur.fat hope.

[judy misses crescent very much]

2007-01-02T12:05:00.000+08:00

in less than 24 hours,i'll be stepping in pjc.
the thought makes me shudder.
i miss crescent sooooo much.
it just suddenly hit me that i won't be studying in crescent again.

i'll miss:

lucy tan and her pink colour toenails
ravi and his charming smile and sarcastic remarks
yvonne ong and games like spud[i doubt they play that in jc]
ADONN!!!
annoyingthe class with my singing
stripping at the back of the class[can never do it again cause got boys at jc]
scolding sam for her hideous-smelling deodorant
lby pronouncing 'children' as 'chill-ren'
mass run
mr samat and his ginger tea
inter-class and inter-house competition

andand heaven forbids i say this but i'll miss mr chan telling us to 'put your leg down and sit like a lady' during recess

BUT MOST OF ALL I"LL MISS 4S3!!!!

cries.

as long as your are part of 4S3'06,you will be missed<3

2007-01-01T17:11:00.000+08:00

bbq sucked big time!!!
it was my first new year partyy with my famaily and i thought it would be great fun with champagne to pop and everything.
ended up with the people leaving before midnight and my parent's friends singing karoke.

ROAR.

so anyway,i can't wait to start school.this holiday was meaningful or fulfilling in anyway.
whot a complete waste of time.

happy 2007

2006-12-31T14:45:00.000+08:00

hihi.
in a few moments,i'll be having my bbq so i won't have a chance to wish you guys happy new year!!
so i shall wish you right noww.
aren't i sweet or what?
anyway,i wanna chance my template again.
its too pink.
oh wells.